GOOD THING IM SO FUCKING GREAT

shmurf days

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:39:05 GMT

so my birthday pretty much kicked ass. id dint think joby would rememberrr but he had this whole thing planned and it turned out to be a whole lotta, some of my friends couldnt make it or didnt answer the phone hmm jen, lol or just didnt call back but i loved it.

heres some pics

tams and travis

joby and i

me and josh

angel and tams

us

awww the family, angel josh and me

rose shmose and i

me and james

roseee made me a cake!!

thanks to joby

josh melissa and vance

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 23:54:09 GMT

I can make anybody pretty
I can make you believe any lie
I can make you pick a fight
With somebody twice your size

I've been known to cause a few breakups
I been known to cause a few births
I can make you new friends
Or get you fired from work

1st Chorus:
And since the day I left Milwaukee
Lynchburg and Bordeaux, France
Been making the bars lots of big money
And helping white people dance
I got you in trouble in high school
But college, now that was a ball
You had some of the best times
You'll never remember with me,
Alcohol...alcohol

I got blamed at your wedding reception
For your best man's embarrassing speech
And also for those
Naked pictures of you at the beach

I've influenced kings and world leaders
I helped Hemmingway write like he did
And I'll bet you a drink or two that I can make you
Put that lampshade on your head

'Cause since the day I left Milwaukee
Lynchburg and Bordeaux, France
Been making a fool out of folks just like you
And helping white people dance
I'm medicine and I am poison
I can help you up or make you fall
You had some of the best times
You'll never remember with me
Alcohol...alcohol

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 18:03:30 GMT

went to rosarito last night with angel, violet, mallory, kaley, eric sotto, and bj. it was really fun. we all packed into my car and headed down there, i am so very glad i did not drive lol. it was nuts! eric drove and we got some beers and went over to the beach and had someone do a little fire for us, then we wanted to ride the horses but they looked all sad and stuff, so we didnt. but a little while later they were going by with no one on them so angel, bj, and i freakin ran after them and hopped on that shit HAHA it was so funny. then we passed our fire again and kaley and eric hopped on while we were going. it was so funny. and i was gonna jump on this one horse and the guys like NO HES CRAZY! lol and thats the one eric jumped on and hes like "this this is crazy!!!" and jumped off..lol loved it.

then we ate some tacos and went dancing at a couple clubs. the first one was alright we were dancing on the poles n stuff and drinking lots of beer. then went to another one, it was alright they had this huge foam bath goin so we went in there and got all soaked and slippery and dirty. met some boys danced a little and left. had more tacos and drove home. got home at like 3:30. i called joby on the way home but he didnt answer but calle dme back now "you called at 3 am whats up?" haha "oooo nothin seeing if you got home ok!"

my dad is mad at me cause i went but i mean at least i went with my family and eric who speaks complete spanish. he'll get over it, it was fun anyway. i wanna hang out with joby today and he said he'll be home but i kinda wanna go out and go somewhere. but i did rent a couple movies i should just stay in a house and watch. who knows.

check it out

the other night bowling

karas crazy ass taking pics while i was in the shower

rosarito

me and vi

angel and i

violet, kaley, mallory

ugly car

eric, bj, kaley, mal, angel, and vi

dossss x

getting ready to dance!

kaley, mal, and vi

shoobie do wap do wap i wanna love ya

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 16:39:41 GMT

i really should be getting ready for work, but im kinda lazy.

seriously, ive been having so much fun without being with someone lol. now a days i love being with joby, but i love doing my own thing too. so its going to be really hard if we decide to be together again or something. yesterday i worked then took a couple people home then me and kara got mexican food and went to the pool. the pool at my house i seriously havent been to in like 3 years, i havent even been swimming in so long, and i went in, it was so much fun. took her home, slept a little then went to the bowling alley for dollar night.

it was a slightly less repeat of last weeks bowling expierience. we all got pretty drunk and were just having a lot of fun. joe tryed to put me on his lap and i knocked a beer all over him haha! oooopsies! on the way into the bowling alley this old dude was staring at me and hes like "you look real mellow, not all wild and crazy, just mellow" i was like "k is that a bad thing?" and hes all "no, not at all" and i left OKKKK wtf is that supposed to mean. joes like "hey amy can we make out tonight?!"

we played like 4 games it was fun and this guy sid, asked me for my number hes a cute little philipino boy lol. he was super nice though! see if he calls, then joby called at like 10 saying he was going home, then called at 12 drunk saying he went to the bar but is home now. lol. hes like "GO HOME NOW!, AND GO HOME ALONE!!, are you drunk?!!?" lol it was funny, i was like "babeeee im going home after this!" so then after we went to josh and melissas house and i had one more smirnoff and smoked a bowl, and went home around 2.

bah work.

ukus for your head?

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 06:31:04 GMT

so third day in a row going to jobys. hah, we watched a movie it was pretty lame. "be cool" mmmm whatever though. its nice hanging out with him, but it also sucks cause i dont want it to be too nice cause i still dont really wanna be together. not that we are, but its still on my mind. we were watching it and he goes "youre so nice" im like "whered that come from?" and he never answered. he holds me like he misses me so much...or who knows maybe his real gf is outta town? lol jk i dunno but you never know! i was getting my stuff to leave and he just held me from behind for the longest time saying i smelt good. cute.

so the whole fruits and vegetable thing didnt work lol i got hungry a lot! im a fatty what can i say.

my trash can in my room is just full of empty food bags HAHAH thats so bad! im gonna have a bad heart and high colesterol when im older watch, i gotta stop the madness!

my rooms a mess and im not going to clean it tonight because i have work innnnn 6 hours, gotta wake up in 5. me and monica are going to go shopping for some clothes for tj, some small ones. lol. i guess we are going on friday, see how that goes. i have the weekend off yay!

on friday after work though i have to get a medical exam for my life insurance thing i cant eat 3-4 hours before hand and i have to drink lots of water, im gonna be freakin hungry but thats good cause that night ill go out so it'll make my tummy not fat.

the whole dentsist thing went well, and i have to pay the office lots of money for braces, i dont want them but i need them so here i goooo.

a fruit a day keeps the doctor away!

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 16:13:00 GMT

today i can only eat fruits and vegetables, yeah well ill see how that works, maybe tuna too, so then i can have a tuna salad?

yesterday at work i was sooo tired!! so i came home and slept an hour and me and el momma went to get me some insurance. WANNA HEAR THE RADDEST THING EVER. i only pay 72 a month for my suv hahahah YES!! so thats way exciting. i have to call the financial manager lady at the dentist office, gah. i hate all this but i hope it goes well.

joby asked me to come over again last night, and i did. he was all stoned being obnoxious to his brother asking him random ass questions "james, james, jeames james how many tortillas do you think there are in the fridge?!" so i went out there and im like joby, i gaurantee you, that your brother doesnt give a fuck. lol it was funny though. ive never seen him laugh so hard.

so he smoked a little more and decided to go to bed but knocked me in the head with this heavy ass pillow. so we fought, BUT OMG IN A GOOD WAY THIS TIME. haha we had a pillow/pinching fight. and again ive never seen him laugh so hard it was freakin cute. then i had to go and hes like "no youre staying here you dont have to do anything i dont care youre staying" and i left haha. i would have stayed but back pain from el period kills me.

i have work in 45 mins. GOTTA GET READY!

the cherry bomb!

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 20:44:20 GMT

yeahhhh natalie zaragoza 'CHRIS RAMOS' fuck you, you sketchy bitch! lol

anywayyyy last night kara used my cell phone to call james' house, james is joby's brother and joby answered and karas like "is james there?!" lol its funny cause he prob thought it was me askig for his brother. baha, so we were at his house and james follwed us and i saw james through the wndow looking out i was like "..." haha we go to this little kick back then me and kara left back to her house and there was a little kck back thing there too. theres this boy i always thought was hot at hilltop, and mikes his friend so i told mike to hook me up to have sex lol. SO BAD. so we got there and hes like "its all taking care of" then david got all drunk and i pretty much thought he was a clown and i peaced out. im over guys drinking. hes really hot tho.

...>

joby called me this morning to see what i was doing and was like "yeah you never called me yesterday i wanted to say hey and what you were up to" i was like "yeah sorry" weird cause i never really call him at all. hes funny.

selling my car today, i washed it and vacummed it for kara and all that good stuff, i want a sandwich from work. yum.

this sort of thing gets you out of my mind before impact

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 01:23:43 GMT

sup cuz?!

i love my car. yeah shhhhh chris its an suv k deal with it HAHA JKKKKK

ummm last night i went bowling with angel, josh, melissa, miguel, and joe, and then vi bj and a few others came by and we had this fat game of bowling! haha thing was i was so wasted, i dont even know if we finsihed the game! i dont even remember leaving. i had half a bottle of vodka, 2 beers, sips of mixed drinks, and a vicodin. so joe kept saying "my god look at that ass!!" i was like fuck dude shut up i dont even have a butt! it was funny. and i bit miquel, but nicely cause he asked me too, but it was funny, nothing involved.

so we went to josh and melissas house and im like "yeah lets walk to miquels new house!" i felt like chris man, walking around all hammered, so we smoke some bowls frist then left. all of us are wasted out of our minds and we cant even walk up the hill, but we get there and us 3 girls broke in and wake the two guys up HAHAHA and miguel comes out in his boxers with the fattest boner! LOL we werent trying to say anything but we all saw and all were laughing and melissas like "yeah u gotta take care of that!" lol we were all running around their house and got lost, three freakin drunk ass girls breaking in to a house yeah....

so we leave back to thier house and josh eats shit so hard it was the funniest thing ever. and i was getting piggy backed and me and angel went to play on the playground!!! ahahha i just remembered that my goodness. and i hopped on joe, piggy back way but from the front, it was pretty hot actually. haha

thennnn got to the house and we decide to go get mexican food and on the way back i puke. then fall asleep at the house wake up this morning feeling like absolute shit and drove home and threw up 2 more times before work. despite that, it was awesome. and i havent gotten drunk in so long, i dont miss it really.

ummm props for me cause joby called at 9:45 last night and i wasnt drunk yet and i did not answer.
anddddd luis at work told me "horray for you for giving good vibes" that made me feel good cause lots of girls are bitches at work kinda, yeah.

immmma go to tj tonight. YEP

i love hanging out with mange again.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 04:29:16 GMT

i am so very tired!

last nizzle i went to mexicoooo with rose, mike, travis, and tamara to eat tacos and drink some burs. then we came back and went to a little kick back, and rose, mike and i decided to go back to tj at 3 a.m. and we partied all night until the sun came up and i got home at 7 this morning, oh boy it was TOO much fun. us white girls know how to dance, we go to mystery where its all darker skinned pople, and they prop us all hard and watch us freakin getting fun. its cool haha.

yeah and so yesterday me and jess practically spent our whole day at mile of cars, and we both bought a new car she got a jeep liberty and i got a montero sport.

a little more red though. so im paying 225 a month on the car itself, plus insurance, but we dont know that number yet. and i just sold my car to kara for $2500 so im gonna pay a whole year off on my insurance so i just can concentrate on paying my monthly car payment. build up my credit real well, should be good. out of each weeks paycheck i have to set aside 110, which isnt even that much. im so excited about my car i love driving it and its not even bulky and massive it feels great, and revs fast...rev? maybe..chris will know.

tomorrow i have my dentist appt to talk about the invisilign and stuff, im kinda nervous but everything should turn out fine. i just really hope all goes well.

um so i really miss chris, and wish i could talk to him but hes not answering me and i have to go to bed cause i gotta be up at 4, yeah we'll see if that happens considering i had 5 hours of sleep this time.

oh yeah i gave this black dude my number and he called me two times, but one of the times was like 30 mins ago and in the middle of me talking i hung up the phone to pretend like it died and turned it off HAHAH yesss.

BABY LOVE!!!

me:"um yeah dont call me back cause im not going to answer"
everybody: OHHhhhHHhhH

hahah that was funny!

both the times ive gone dancing in tj, joby hasnt found out. bah hah, only if he knew...

dont get high off the bottle!!!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 05:14:16 GMT

-im glad i didnt get ready
-i have life insurance now, feel free to kill me.
-we're going to tj again this weekend. hoe it up. haha JAY KAY jay kay
-im hungry
-brandy and cranberry juice isnt a bad mixture
-so the life insurance guy asks, "have u done any street drugs in the past year?" and i look at him look at my mom and go "uhh yeah, be quiet mom" HAHAHA it was so funny. SOOO CAUGHT UP!!! my moms like "YOUVE DONE COKE?!! I EXPECT IT FROM JOSH NOT YOU!" lol in a funny way tho the guys like "sorry i need to ask these questions" moms like "its ok im a cool mom"
-so someones mad at me again, its ammusing AMMUSE ME!! i dont give a fuck anymore! (EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE)
-time for bed sheeze.

im sick and tired of this

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 05:05:50 GMT

-soooo i went to TJ last night and it was way too much fun. i think i danced with about 15 guys. lol NOT DRUNK HAVE YOU!
-mike likes me and i was kinda backed off, even though it was nice to have someone loving on me.
-the phone call went a little something like this
"yeah i know youre not at home, thats cool. well suprise suprise whoever the fuck youre with, whatever the fuck youre doing. big up. cause i called your house youre not home its 3 in the morning around that time, so um i hope hes a good guy"
-so he called and asked where i stayed and i said i went out and came home at 4. and he hung up haha. so i called back and said "so is that all you called for or what, to ask who i was with, cause really why des it matter to you anymore?" and i got hung up on again. lol. gosh!
-kara, lauren, rachel, jess, and i went to the fair it was a lot of fun.
-now im pretty much ready for bed and im annoyed by a lot of things, i also hope my car doesnt get towed, and i didnt feed my aunts cat today.

rastafariiii

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 15:48:34 GMT

i had the freakin most BEST dreams ever last night, they were so fun and adventurous and funny i loved them! sometimes i wish dreams were real life. i had this sex dream about this dude at work like 3 nights ago, i was like man yes! lol. hahah

on sunday im going to the fair with kara and rachel, it should be fun.

i hung out with kara yesterday me and her are like two peas in a pod. i LOVE how shes so hyper and just freakin funny as heck. we ate at unos and there was this hot guy working and he walks by and shes like "mmmm" and he walks by again and shes like "HI!" hahah i love it. and we were walking out and she goes "you suck at directions girl!!" im like "yeah so what you cant spell or read" LOL its funny.

the end.

I BET I CAN BEAT YOU IN A RACE BITCH!!!

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 14:49:04 GMT

yesterday i intended to take a nap at 6:30, but i ended up never waking up, so realy i went to bed so eaely, and i guess thats why im up at 7:30 awake as ever! freakin yesterday i think someone put some kind of drug in my food cause i was SO happy and SO hyper and just like LETS CLEAN!!! i was freakin cleaning everything at work, and not stopping and so happy to cutomers. christina was like "amy sweet jesus wtf are you on!?!" she always says sweet jesus, she cracks me up man.

so it was cool, after i left jobys in the mornig yesterday he called me, then i didnt call all day until he called me after work, then said to call him, and i didnt. im proud of myself. he sang and played the gymbae thing last night at canes with travesty. so thats awesome i hope he had a good time and got home safe, all that good stuff.

i have to watch my little bros at 10:30, then after i wanna go to the beach man!! since i cant go to warped tour!!

yesterday josh asked me for my shot glasses, i bet all you people, all my freakin vodka in the fridge is drank. watch. ill check right now......suprisngly theres some left, i wonder if they took shots of mine? whooooo knows i dont mind.

im cold and im gonna lay back down.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 16:15:51 GMT

so these past couple days have been so sucky. my first little break up was a hard one its hard to deal with something youve never dealt with before. talking about him, thinking about him, pictures or songs about joby would just make me cry. i picked up some pictures from walmart and started to cry walking out, i was like freakin amy! lol.

last night i went to his house and we just fell asleep. and woke up this morning and i left, we didnt talk about anything we didnt even talk really. spending time with him, and having it be like that, is just so helpful to be like eh. i said bye and he went to give me a kiss and i turned my head so he kissed my cheek. weird weird.

im not saying anything that this is the last of us, but instead of waiting for him to come around, maybe i should just do my own thing and see what happens.

i think theres a fire outside, the sky looks so weird. and i heard a fire truck so maybe?

me and chris are sad, relationships suck.

i have work in 45 minutesssssss and im not ready. i got jack in the biox and ate some fries, a chicken sammich, and a taco and im full. usually man i eat all the fires a chicken sammich 2 tacos andddd an egg roll. but i havent been eating much to train my stomach back to normal people eating habits lol

i think i have lice, jk. you do though.

ONLY ON LIFETIME!

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 03:33:48 GMT

so me and joby are on a "break". i dunno it sucks though cause in the meantime he can find someone else whos better, or maybe already have someone, therefore he has no time to miss me cause his feeling are being occupied with this new girl. BUT its good too then i guess, cause then he has someone better and why settle for something less, like me. i dunno but i guess ill have to wait to see what time has in store for us. he did call this morning though, to see what i was doing and stuff.

mmm so yeah, i dont have work tommorrow, and im already ready for bed and tommorrow im going to the beach probably. or something.

i smell so good right now from the shower.

last night he said "i dont deserve you, youre too good of a person to get all the crap i give to you" hmm. isnt that the truth.

gahhh

rain forest fantasy

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 02:15:18 GMT

ive been to the beach threee days in a row, i love it. friday night was a bonfire and that was fun, went swimming n stuff...lol.

then saturday went to the OB street fair and the beach is right there so yeah hung out.

and today me and jess went to coronado to take my doggie. i call him poopers.

jobys at the bar, and im waiting for him to call me so i can tell him i dont wanna be with him. i suppose he sees it, and i see it in him too, at least i think i do. so ill see how that conversation goes. he probably wont even call me back, but we'll see.

i think im gonna stay at my aunts tonight. i dunno though my beds so comfy.

i kissed some guy the other night, he wasnt good. haha!

its so weird cause, this guy kevin gets to christinas house and im like wow hes pretty good looking all american looking kinda dude. and i was thinking "yeah i wanna get him tonight" and i thought that about the guy i kissed too. NOT GET HIM geez people. lol just like talk to them have some flirting going on. sure enough. its cool cause i always do that in my head and end up getting the guy i want. its nice.

i dont even feel bad about it either, yeah sure i cheated on joby but whatever. we're on the fine line of no longer i think.

i dunno where it went wrong

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 02:05:04 GMT

joby and rios dj'ed last night at the bonita store it was pretty fun. mostly thir friends were there so it was a tight little get together they were getting payed for basically. it was really realy fun though. me and timmy timmy timmy are fooseball champs, and i got hit on a lot by some guy, he was cute n all but im like "yeahhh see the guy spinning, thats my boyfriend" he musta asked me 4 times if i was seeing him for sure and exclusivley. i was like "yup, sorrryyy" haha it was funny though. he was a nice guy. 20 minutes after i got there the bouncer dude started checking for id's so i got there at a good time and here i am watching people get denied to come in and im 18 drinking free long beaches haha. AWESOME. they have this shot called "flammin jammican" oh yeah thats a popular one with those guys. its a cool drink tho! its red gold and green and its on fire.

so by 2:30 we left got some jacks. and met back at jobys. me, carlo, and joby were freakin wasted laughing our asses off cause carlo was MESSED UP. i was making the bed for him and he was eating a fish sandiwch dude has never ate fish before and he ate it and today hes like "no way!" lol and he lost the stuffed jalepenos somewhere outside i have noooo idea where he put them, we were in the house and were like "wheres carlo?" and hes like outside around the corner hahah he just kept saying "hey hey, YOURE BIG" in the whole 'roots' talk thats "youre awesome"

so today we went to the beach, gotta little burnt, its ok though. and to my poppas for poppa day! and now im home, prob gona stay at my aunts tonight, or here. just aloneee probably. i like.

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 15:47:09 GMT

yesterdayyyy i went to angels house to get my camera and we ended up talking forever. then i went to meet joby at the bar. before i got in there danny and joby wanted to smoke so they decided my car would be cool. YEAH NO haha now it reaks of chronic lol. i was all paranoid "are cops gonna come?!"

so i had one drink, and it got me pretty buzzed. maybe james, the bartender, puts more alcohol everytime i go cause ive drinken 2 one time and now i drink one and im out. maybe its cause i smoked a lil too?

pretty color huh?

i only stayed long enough to drink my drink and i was ready to goooo. so we got to jobys and he decides to make a tuna sandwhich, and hes so drunk. so he boils eggs, the whole freakin deal. takes out all the stuff, so we ate tuna sandwhiches with, hard boiled eggs in it, relish, mayo, mustard, celery, tomatoes, onions, and hot sauce. he took out everything i was like "youre drunkkkk it'll taste good plain!" lol

i fell asleep at 11, i was so tired!

yesterday leaving jobys house i was driving away right, and this guy stops me so im like ??? and hes like "you, you ruined my day" and i was like "im sorry why" and hes like "take a guess!, its cause ive seen the most beautiful face, and now no one will compare for the rest of the day!" i was all "awww thanks!" and hes like "its so cute how youre already starting to blush!" HAHAHAH shit was so funny.

ITS MASHINNNNNNN

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 15:47:33 GMT

i slept so good last night, i went to bed all early.

so on friday i work 10-6 and karas grad is that day, i need to get it switched somehow, cause thats my GIRL DAWG! haha.

me and the girls at work all talk about boys and sex, like thats all. lol do all girls always talk about sex? i think maybe more than guys do. i for sure think more than guys do.

shower than work.

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 06:18:37 GMT

i just watched this intervention thing on A&E thats a pretty good show, one guy was addicted to pain killers and the other guy was addicted to alcohol. its crazy. i feel bad for those kinda people. and its s weird that my own boyfriend needs a drink everyday, well doesnt need per say, but has one everyday, maybe needs it? i havent really asked him that particular question.

its so exciting that the fairs here, seriously that fair is so fun!

i havent been home in a while, my moms like "amy please stay home one night for a change" haha awww the mommas. yesterday me and joby went bowling, it was so funny. bowlings expenisve though shit. i payed last night, i spent like 30 bucks on the games.

I got the bottle empty, I’m holding my last twenty,
Down at the corner discount liquor store.
It’s a “quick fix” recipe,
And “the basics” are not basic for me,
The more it goes, it just seems the same,
As I’m still trying to explain...

If you got a problem with your love affair,
If you got a problem with your love affair,
Cry to someone who cares, but don’t cry to me!

chris and my stomach are killin me. both of which are just making me hurt, both of which i just want to leave alone and make it all better. both of which i dont know how to make better. i dont know how to go about either situation, laying down and going to bed is all i have to do now. so sorry.

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 17:48:49 GMT

so my plan pretty much is to stop drinking for a while, i went a week doing coke everyday, stopped for 2 days now ive been on a week where ive pretty much gotten stoned about everyday and have gotten drunk every single day. THATS a no no. how not cool doea that sound. im not proud of it but shits its my lj. haha.

so i dunno what im gonna do today, but it involves being sober.

BUT SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONE!

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 15:58:43 GMT

wait till you see my WHOAAA, im gonna beat that beat that like PIMP PIMP PIMP PIMP

sooooo i have work at 10? lol. OK

by the way whered the rain come from? O MY GOSH today is my last day working for 2 days freakin yes, i have the weekend off. it never really hits me until the day before. today is supposed to be busy, but conidering the past 2 days its pretty much been slow, maybe today will be too.

i need better posture. i dont even drink soda anymore.

i go through little phases of where i want to be not sober. its weird. like lately i just wanna drink, smoke or do coke. but i just drink and smoke like a little bit. and mostly just drink, but i havent drank in so long, 2 drinks gets me pretty good. im a light weight all over again.

my face freakin broke out like crazy within the last 2 days. i dunno wtf made it like this but it needs to go away. i think its the fuckin birth control. thats one of the side effects. along with weight gain. YEAH REAL FREAKIN SEXY. no one wants to have sex with a girl if youre fat AND acne all over, shit. unless youre into that kinda thing. so i now know the way birth control works, it gets you ugly so no one wants you resulting in no sex, resulting in no kid. lol

am i being mean? lol

my lover didnt even call, i woke up like every freakin hour looking at my phone i didnt even sleep that good.

its, its LIKE IM CRAZY

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 03:32:38 GMT

boom likE an 808 haha. isnt that, that song? YEAH NONE OF YOU PROBABLY KNOW! well maybe mal.

ive been doing stuff lately. yah its cool.

on some beach, somewhere

ive saved 3, yes count em 3 birdS! in 2 days, c'mon biatches.

lyndsey lohan went blonde ALL YOU BITCHES WANT TO BE BLONDE, SHIT. hahaha just kidddding

the mtv movie awards are about to be on soon. but i dont care much i dont even watch tv anymore really. im never even home geez.

i have vodka in the freezer :/ ive already gotten drunk 2 nights in a row from it, and other drinks too. not gooood lovers not good. haha i have workkk again tomm, its the 6th day in a row. the pill is kinda making my boobs bigger. nice. this one girl went from a B to a C, shit yeah IMMA GONNA GROW. hahah.

FAT JOE CRACK CRACK CRACK

luis is fucking hot. gosh, iiiii love/hate it.

dakotah fanning is a mature little girl man geez.

so my mom comes in with this massive fat lady piece of cake, and i was shit mom, and she was like "me, you and jason all got the same size piece THIS IS ALL FROM ONE SLICE!" haha SO BIG its like the height of freakin, that cake in matilda. 2 bites is enough. give it to my stoned brother so he can eat t with the kool aid i made himmmmm.

whoa batman.

HAHAHAH that pictures funny. u must be like "wtf whys she looking at those kinda pictures?"

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 16:35:13 GMT

-last night i went to the bar with luis and joby.
-we get free drinks
-me and luis are both 18 hahah
-lots of people in there arent 21 it seems and get to buy alcohol
-i danced a lot with luis
-luis is hot
-i told luis "if joby wasnt here we'd be gone already" like together OHHH so bad, but i was totally just kidding
-im a big walking red spot cause the damn sun gave me a rashhh, photosensitive is what i am when taking antibiotics.
-joby says he misses me. right.
-us 3 were having a convo, and it turned into me showing my boob to luis, me "looking great naked" and im really loved and missed
-uhmmm, luis says i dance really good.
-i got a little buzzed last night
-i mentioned luis a lot. =/ har har har.
-uhh everyones scared for me driving around cause my tires are really super bad. im gonna go look for new ones tomorrow.
-i sang "doin time" to joby while dancing it goes a little like this

me and my guy got this relationship
i love him so bad but he treats me like...
on lock down like a penitentiary he
spreads his lovin' all over and when he gets home there's none left for me

oh take this veil from off my eyes
a burning sun will one day rise
so what am i gonna be doin' for a while
i guess i'll have to play with myself show them
how we come off the shelf

evil i've come to tell you that he's evil most definitely
evil ornery scandalous and evil the
tension is getting hotter i'd like to hold her head underwater

Tue, 31 May 2005 06:44:57 GMT

YOU

YOUR SIGN

FAVOURITE DRINKS

FAVOURITE FOOD

FAVOURITE BANDS

PETS

PLACE WHERE YOU GREW UP

PLACE WHERE YOU LIVE NOW
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GRANDMOTHER'S NAME

FAVOURITE SHOES

FAVOURITE BOOK

FAVOURITE MOVIES

FAVOURITE SMELL

FAVOURITE PLACE

FAVOURITE THING

FAVOURITE TV SHOWS

PERSON YOU MOST WANT TO MEET

im too tired to do the rest sheeze